want to devote myself to religion! make dua :) and a devoted wife :p (want to be :p:p)

Monday, February 12, 2007


ok so i was in lahore for the past few was so much fun sitting together.. talking.. eating and watching tv together :) got so much love there.. i miss them so much :/
but when i was in lahore.. i noticed one thing.. i really missed my husband :/
im so lucky to have a husband like him.. alhamdulillah.. i laugh at myself though.. for not enjoying the first few months of our marriage :p
now.. i cant think of a life w.o him! anyway.. :p
we went to murree yesterday and it was snowing heavily!! didnt see anything like that before!! had a lot of fun alhamdulillah :))
then my abu ji called me and told me that my 1 yr old nephew (farzan) was calling my name again n again! he was looking for me everywhere in the house :s
i miss them a lot :| i got so many gifts from them..i got this really cool minipimer! i cant wait to try it :)

Saturday, February 03, 2007

missing my parents

i miss abu n ami so much. abu gave me all the things i ever wished for. i remember when i just mentioned it to ami that the pc i was using is too old.. i cant work properly on it.. the next day when i came back home from college.. abu brought me a new pc :(
oh god.. i love him so much. he tried his best to give us every thing we ever wished for. he is so sick now .. i wish i could do something to help him. i wish i could do sumthing to ease his pain. but i can only make dua.:(
my ami jaan.. she cant see me in pain :/ i remember i used to stay awake all night when i had flu. ami used to take care of me :( i love her so much!
shes such a softie!